born from a wish

ºGUIDELINES

› do i look like your girlfriend ... ?

( )  RULES & REGULATIONS PAGE, AS STATED BEFORE PLEASE READ THESE GUIDELINES CAREFULLY BEFORE FOLLOWING. LAST UPDATE: JANUARY 2023. CARRD UNDER CONSTRUCTION.

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  INTRODUCTION   rubi, she / her, twenty-one. gmt timezone, sporadic activity depending on muse and college work. it can often take me up to over an hour or longer to work on a single response, and days / weeks to answer at all, so please be patient. accounts are always open to interactions, feel free to send anything my way or drop a message into my inbox! discord is always available to mutuals.  01.   DNI if: you take part in romanticising or advocate for whitewashing, genderbending, racism, homophobia, transphobia, pedophilia and / or incest. I will not interact with you and will immediately block you should this be the case. you are not welcome here. i also kindly ask that minors don't follow / interact.  02.   as said before, my activity here varies and can sometimes be incredibly low. i can wind up not replying to a thread for months due to offline causes alongside personal factors, and prioritising certain threads depending on muse. this is never a reflection on if i wish to interact with someone or how i view them, i don't ever want it to come across that way. the same goes for DMs. if i don't respond to you, i promise 99% of the time its because ive forgotten after reading, so please feel free to bump our talk.  note.   due to the nature of certain people in the silent hill community i'm not interested in arguing with people over maria's representation or whether or not the remake was worse or better. i'm all for discussion around both but don't bring negative energy here, it isn't wanted.

  03.   this account could possibly contain heavy references to death and violence, emotional and physical abuse and neglect, the use of firearms, alcoholism, indications of self - harm and mental illness. all content will be tagged appropriately, but for your own safety should any of these upset you please be cautious upon reading the contents of this account. content related to maria's story in particular include existential crisis, emotional abuse and neglect ( familial & partner - based ), body horror, discussions around mental health, hospitalisation, depersonalisation, abusive relationships and depictions of violence.  04.   when writing with me, please tag anything that explicitly focuses upon hospitalised themes and settings ( ie. anything you’d find in a medical drama. anything already established within sh2 regarding mary and james is fine with discretion. ) , alongside anything relating to explicit depictions of organs and knife usage. i am more than capable of writing these themes especially given the nature of silent hill and the verses i write in, but for my own safety, i ask you please don’t tag me in things like this without having at least discussed it with me prior.  05.   credit. the current filter used on this account are titled devil cries, created by liliasisle on deviantart / ko-fi. all graphics use various textures by cavalierfou, miniepsds and glsd546 on deviantart.

ºSTATISTICS

› You couldn't care less about me, could you?

( ) BIOGRAPHY AND STATS PAGE, AS STATED BEFORE PLEASE READ THESE GUIDELINES CAREFULLY BEFORE FOLLOWING.

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  name     maria [redacted].  nicknames     lady maria.  age     mid twenties - mid thirties. ( verse dependant. )  pronouns     she / her.  height     5'7.  eyes     blue.  hair     short cut, bleached blonde with pink dye tips.  body type     example here.  siblings     none.  spouses     none.  occupation     performer, barmaid.  birthday     [REDACTED].  residence   silent hill.

  BIOGRAPHY  BORN FROM A WISH. maria remembers little of her life apart from the worn leather of the seat in heavens night and the pungent smell of hair dye from its bowl. she remembers brief kindness, before him, a choice made to help a man mourning the loss of his daughter. she remembers things that aren’t hers, a little girl in the hospital ward drawing pictures in the fogged glass; the serenity of rosewater park; the fragments of a man’s name, though she can’t place her finger on it.

after meeting james sunderland on rosewater pier and being mistaken for his late wife mary, maria accompanies him throughout silent hill at the cost of her own life and rebirth, desperate to be chosen over mary to leave with him entirely. she fights him as a last resort and inevitably falls to james’ hand when he comes to accept the weight of his actions.maria suffers intense periods of derealisation due to the brief loss of her autonomy, theoretically due to the greater powers overseeing the events in silent hill in order to torment james throughout his purgatory. she fights to retain her own sense of being, having been manifested through mary’s wants and wishes for herself, and a combination of james’ early onset mourning for who his wife was / the suppression of his needs.

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  ABILITIES  01. example here.02. example here.03. example here.  CANON DIVERGENCE  01. due to how intentionally ambiguous silent hill is with its narrative, maria is written from my own interpretation of the game, which will more than likely not line up with certain fandom wide interpretations of her character. this includes not following the popular theory that she was created solely out of james’ sexual desires and feelings towards mary.  NOTES  01. primary premise follows the plot of both born from a wish and the main campaign of silent hill 2. portrayal follows strong motifs of butterflies, moths and the general concept of rebirth.02. this portrayal is heavily rooted in maria’s struggle with learning and continuing to exist as her own person. this will be heavily referenced and incorporated in certain storylines, especially those involving either james or mary. if you wish to write either with me and have thoughts around their dynamic, reaching out to me is absolutely encouraged so we can strengthen their thread(s) going forward.  SOURCE MATERIAL  01. example here.02. example here.03. example here.

ºVERSE PAGE

› it doesn't matter who i am. i'm here for you.

( ) VERSE PAGE OUTLINE, INCLUDING CANON AND ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE VERSE PAGE UNDER CONSTRUCTION, MORE TO FOLLOW.

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  her chrysalis.      main,
Maria resides within Silent hill, maine as an enigmatic woman with little known history to her name. she is one of the main faces of heavens night, the town’s nightclub. set within the main events of silent hill 2.
open. MUSE AGE | CANON DIV  born from a wish.   sh2 dlc verse,
a contained verse focusing on maria's journey to ernest's estate after she first departs from heaven's night.
open. MUSE AGE | CANON DIV  lady maria.   open, purposed for multiverse introductions,
Maria works as both a performer and barstaff in the Heavens Night nightclub, entertaining patrons nightly whilst navigating her own loss for purpose.
priv. MUSE AGE | AU / CANON DIV.  DEAD BY DAYLIGHT.   alt verse,pulled from her place in eternal purgatory by an entity foreign to silent hill, maria wakes within the fog near the gentle embers of the campfire, forced to adapt from one hell on earth to another.STATS. MUSE AGE | CANON STATUS

  ANGEL’S.      supernatural, written with @mothermary1983,
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STATS. MUSE AGE | CANON  GET OUTTA DODGE.   THE MARIA ENDING,
set just after the events of SH2, specifically the maria ending. Maria has left silent hill with james, plagued with the slow development of a mysterious illness as she is introduced to the rest of the world.
STATS. MUSE AGE | CANON DIV  VERSE NAME.   rebirth,
james has been killed during his time in silent hill, leaving maria stranded and alone with several unanswered questions and the returning need for self - actualisation.
STATS. MUSE AGE | CANON DIV  VERSE NAME.   THE TITLE HERE,
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STATS. MUSE AGE | CANON STATUS

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